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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2006|04:11 am]
Starving to Survive
hello! im new to a few communities, but not to livejournal. i just turned 23 and decided that with a new year of my life, i would start over and start living for me -- being happy!

i have decided to embrace my disordered eating, instead of trying to run from it. all it was succeeding in doing was making me incredibly unhappy with myself. along with my new lifestyle, i came out to my momma about my sexuality (bi), which was a big deal.

my current stats are:
height- 5'9.
weight- 131
goal weight- 120
long term- 95

i'm looking to add new friends on this account, so add me if you wish!!
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wow this community looks so much fun!! [May. 3rd, 2006|01:19 am]
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i'm new everyone!

Name: Stephanie aka steph
Location: cali
What ED do you have:ana
How long: about 1 yr
Strait/Bi/Gay: i like boys!
Status: in a relationship!
Favorite Bands: hellogoodbye, fall out boy, ashlee simpson, hidden in plain view, etc...
Reading?: haha i dont like to read too much but i LOVED the cather in the rye
Sex?: girl
Drugs?: i've done coke and meth a few times but it was only to help me fast! and pot of course.
Smoking?: i heard it stops cravings but i havent tried...does it really work??
*Current: 124
*Heighest 131
*Lowest 120
*Short term goal 115
*Long term goal 100!!!
Extra: (like, can you lick your elbow?) hahaha no sry i cant lik my elbow!
um, i dont know what else; i need some supportive friends to fast//restrict with me so add me if you want!!

think thin girls!
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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2006|03:04 am]
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Name: mollee
Age: 15
Location: idaho
What ED do you have: ana n mia but i dont wana be mia anymore!
How long: 4 months
Strait/Bi/Gay: striaght!!
Status: i have the best bf ever named roger weve been together 1 month!
Favorite Bands: nsync kelley clarkson nelly furtardo
Reading?: ewno!!!
Sex?: YES PLZ!!!
Drugs?: i rly wana try coke! or meth!
Smoking?: weed... heehee!
*Current 154 *i binged yestrday :(:(:(
*Heighest 155
*Lowest 130
*Short term goal 120
*Long term goal 80
Extra: (like, can you lick your elbow?) add me!! i need new friends on this secret jurnal!!! heehee!

xoxox mollee
think thin!
stay strong!!!
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thinspiration. [Apr. 16th, 2006|09:37 pm]
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this is what inspired me to lose weight. (warning - nude pic)
Read more...Collapse )

she isnt mary kate, but i think she is beautiful.
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New. Hi. [Apr. 12th, 2006|07:05 pm]
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[mood |blahblah]
[music |Alexi Murdoch - Orange Sky]

Name: meg
Age: 16
Location: MD, USA
What ED do you have: ana, sometimes mia in emotional times
How long: a little over a year, if you dont count the time i stopped for a bit.
Strait/Bi/Gay: straight
Status: single
Favorite Bands: Frou Frou, Belle & Sebastian, Pj Harvey, whatever.
Reading?: yes please
Sex?: not yet
Drugs?: no
Smoking?: badbad
*Current 140 UGH
*Heighest 144
*Lowest 129 i guess
*Short term goal 1291
*Long term goal 115
Extra: I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue, I pirate music, I make kick ass hemp jewelry.

I feel really gross right now but I know I can get down to at least 130, Ive done it before. Its a start.
give me inspiration.
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new girlie. [Apr. 4th, 2006|09:14 am]
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[mood |giddygiddy]
[music |Hastes the Day]

hello beautifuls.

Location:North Carolina
What ED do you have:Anorexia. Bulimic tendancies.
How long: 2 1/2 years
Strait/Bi/Gay: bi
Status: Johnny <3
Favorite Bands: Norma Jean, FFTL, The Shins, Deathcab, YYY's, As I lay Dying...
Reading?: Wasted by Marya Hornbacher, i read it once a week.
Sex?: female.
Drugs?: mum took me off all meds. But i take alot of nonperscribed pills.
Smoking?: yes. i smoke.
*Current: 101
*Short term goal: 100-95.
*Long term goal:80!
Extra: I Sing and Act. I wanna go to the School of the Arts.

<3 Friends anyone? <3
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newbie [Mar. 21st, 2006|06:14 pm]
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Name: Roxy
Location: Minnesota
What ED do you have: none thats diagnosed
How long: n/a
Strait/Bi/Gay: straight
Status: single
Favorite Bands: Motion City Soundtrack, MSI, The Academy Is...
Reading?: i love reading.. but i havent read any recently
Sex?: love to
Drugs?: no
Smoking?: no
*Current: 167
*Heighest: 171
*Lowest: 151
*Short term goal: 150
*Long term goal: 130 and lower.
Extra: I sing for a band

I absolutly hate myself. i need to look and feel better about me. this is the only way i know how. i need support and tips.


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tomorrow is the day: [Dec. 12th, 2005|12:39 pm]
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[mood |aggravatedaggravated]

jury day. a day dreaded by all musicians. it's basically our final. we play in front of the head of every instrument professor. strings, percussion, brass, winds. its enough to make my nerves raw. and i have failed in maintaining my restriction regiment. i ate a bbq rib sandwich last night. ugh! i so discusting!
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the insanity of finals... [Dec. 6th, 2005|02:29 pm]
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[mood |groggygroggy]

i cant believe they r almost here and i am so stressed out! but it seems so much easier for me to restrict if i am stressed. and my current wieght: i haven't got a clue, too scared to step on a scale and see.
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